Not sure what this is

Why is a real relationship so rare?

Most of the dating pairs you'll find aren't actually in love or looking to get in love, opting for the more comfortable path of least resistance. They choose to settle on passing off consistant company for true feelings, or aren't even bothering to delude themselves and remain with someone they overtly feel nothing if not dislike towards. It's very understandable for anyone even remotely human; I am all to familiar with the power potential loneliness wields. Attaching to someone seems like a good panacea.

The rub, however, becomes evident when you consider the sum happiness these folks seem to be enjoying. People are miserable. Everyone is miserable. Miserable and, ipso facto I guess, dependant on whatever company they find nearby, usually some significant other who they realized wasn't right for them eons ago.

Everyone is just settling! Why won't anyone do the leg work, or just the waiting, to find a real connection, a real attachment, real, valuable affection? How can you possibly know when it's real anymore either? Is the opposite person just settling like everyone else; are you? How do you know anyone actually gives a shit?

Maybe if you don't know, they don't. Ugh, It makes me so angry. Whats real? Nothing is real, fuck you. It dullens every experience, I can't suspend disbelief.